is stressin me out.
like pull my hair out gnash and weep scream on the bus at the top of my lungs stressin shit.
i rearranged my whole schedule so I can do tech for both spring shows. lights for in the blood, sound for midsummer. problem is, both tech weekends fell on holiday weekends. valentines and easter. yea. so dylan;s just going to come up on those times. we hope. if we can afford it. and he’s allowed.

Alice: You’re a piece of shit.
Dan: Deception is brutal. I’m not pretending otherwise.
Alice: How? How does it work? How do you do this to someone?
Dan: I fell in love with her, Alice.
Alice: Oh, as if you had no choice? There’s a moment, there’s always a moment, “I can do this, I can give in to this, or I can resist it.” And I don’t know when your moment was, but I bet you there was one.What film is this?
This is Closer. One of the best movies of all time, and a little known secret. The cast is basically Jude and Natalie as well as Julia Roberts and live Owen. Watch it, you’ll love it. Promise. :)
RULES: Bold your choice…
1. Coca Cola, Pepsi, Sprite, Mountain Dew, Dr. Pepper?
2. Cats, dogs, horses, lizards, or hamsters?
3. TV, cinema, computer, iPod, gaming console?
4. Rock, rap, pop, metal, or punk?
5. Black, white, blue, red, or green?
6. Salad, hamburger, ice cream, chips, fruit?
7. Kindergarten, elementary, junior high, high school,college(university)?
8. United States, Canada, Australia, France, England, or Ireland? and India too!
9. Swimming, fishing, tanning, theme parks, or camping?
10. Snowball fights, snowmen, snow angels, or sledding?
11. English, math, science, history or art?
12. Gummy worms, lollipops,chocolate bars, or cotton candy?
13. Xbox 360, Gamecube, Super Nintendo, Handheld?
14. Facebook, Xanga, Tumblr, YouTube, or Google?
15. Cute guys, tough guys, smart guys, hot guys?
16. Flats, heels, Uggs, flip flops or skater shoes?
17. Early morning, early afternoon, late afternoon, evening?
18. Bathroom, living room, bedroom, kitchen, or attic?
19. Face-to-face, home phone, instant messenger, cell phone?
20. Skinny jeans, flared jeans, capris, shorts, or skirts?
21. T-shirt, hoodies, tank top, tube top, or halter top?
22. McDonald’s, Wendy’s, KFC, Burger King, or Dairy Queen?
23. Car, airplane, train, boat, walking?
24. Coffee, tea, water, milk, or soda?
25. Drama, comedy, horror, action/adventure, or thriller?
a girl who has obvious cleavage, whether in person or in photos does not make her an attention seeking whore. We’re not talking about skimpy clothes here but is it problematic if chesty girls wear v necks or tank tops? Should she hide her figure because of the assumptions, often made by other women, alluding to her sexuality? What’s your problem if you’re offended by my breasts? Would you rather me be in turtlenecks? Would you like to pay for a breast reduction? Would you like me to gawk at your lack of breasts and somehow make the assumption that your lack of “tits” mean youre a prude? That sounds crazy, right? That’s because it is.
But I’m not done. Does my cleavage, that I often times can’t hide, make me sexually available to you? Does that mean I deserve the lewd comments and advances? I’ve actually been groped before by someone I didn’t know well because my boobs were looking extra nice that day. Look, you can admire my form, go for it, I’m even open to a tasteful compliment but do not let that make you a presumptuous, entitled asshole.
Solution: I’m not going to hide my breasts and you all are going to stop assuming.
question.
if it was say, November, in, let’s say, Chicago…
…would you have the air on?
as in the cool air. around like… 73 degrees or so.
would you?
before tutorial i need to:
finish this paper.
practice my ‘eh’s
spatknotes Much Ado
pray
calm it down
do dishes
figure out the rest of the day
This would be so much easier if I didn't love him. There should just be a pill that makes love go away.
Why would you want love to go away? Its hard enough to find it as it is.
i cant sleep without those two blues.
i have no hunger for anything except water and your forgiveness.
my lungs tense and contract.
my face stays wet and cold.
my mind is consumed by it.
my knees climb up to my chest and my arms wrap around them.
my soul screams.